Self Hate • (January 22nd, 2023)

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Published January 7, 2026 at 10:14 PM UTC. Runtime: 1:56. Channel note: Old Description: Experiment 4 • “I haven’t given myself time to breathe. I had to get the word tatted on me. Trying so hard to make sure people knew just how easy things could be. That’s the real killer. I’m the real healer. Because Ive been committed to a lonely deep surrender. And that’s deep, when that feat is unconscious. pollution can be on the inside, but I don’t know much. this is all just an experiment. I’m still here paying rent. Sending love to everyone. Up at 1 am.”