matrix • (February 17th 2023)

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Published January 12, 2026 at 2:06 AM UTC. Runtime: 51. Channel note: This how it is when you in the matrix. I’m alone today. I thought too hard about whether or not I should be honest with deleted about my art work. What grounds do I set? What rules? I make this stuff from pain and everyone around me keeps asking me for a taste. - they don’t know any better and neither would I. So I get it. But it’s hard because I’ve been stabbed in the past. Emotionally. - Same level of violence when you consider who the person that is attacking. My instincts are kicking up and I seek solace in isolation. Stretching to Nirvana.